abit slow but nv too late

iam 2 days behind
but it still not to late to exclaim that the damn exams are over!!!!!!!
YAY-ness!!!!

the last 2 weeks was unbearable~

i couldn't slp every night, the stress level was wayyyyy up high and the intensive studying was hitting me real baddd.
it reallly was quite terrible...
while slping, mimi heard me screaming : "I AM SOOO STUPID!! SO EASY YET I CANNOT CALCULATE!!!"
den i pop back right to slp. scary~ AND it's all efma and biz fin's fault. ppbbbbbsssst!!!

thankgoodness for chocolates!
it was my estascy.
i pop one in every time to sorta push myself foreward and chocolates just give me the small amt of energy and happiness to carry on.
not only that, i ate excessively.
slice fish beehoon + long john silver chicken set (coke & fries) + ice cream
and this is only for lunch.
o.o"

giving thanks with a grateful heart Y
not forgetting my family's constant support, love, prayers! =)
my study and helpline buddy rene and leqi!!! (retail therapy on ahhhhh!!!!)

goodness... all the late nights, unbalanced diet and intensive studying caused me major breakouts. HORRIBLE PIMPLES WITH UGLY SCAR MARKS.
*itchy fingers*


Here comes the complaints for the papers.
if i get a dollar everything i make a careless mistake, i am a ZILLIONAIRE.
KA-CHING!!
unfortunately, mistakes and a blank mind is unavoidable.

1) Service Management Paper

i didn't know what to expect for this paper. it's so general and logically, i really dunno how to put my answers in words. sooooooooo~
since it was a theory paper, i MEMORISED everything in the bk. i'm quite amazed at myself. i can memorise stuff quite good but the catch is, it's short term. wahahaha.

aiyo. totally waste my brain space for the last few chapters since none of it was tested at alllll.
luckily, stuff like franchising, business process models and outsourcing came out. there were some bullshit qns so i gave bullshit answers. =p
relatively, the paper was okie. not too bad.

2) Markerting Management Paper

one of the killer topics! i rem i told myself once, to do this paper, i need to think like ooi. so stupid.... y wld i wanna be like her!!!! eeeeeeeee. but she scares me, cos she wanna test on the concepts. that equals to memorising the entire bk + text bk. my brain almost died. luckily i complied sorta like a summarise notes and just memorise the points frm there.

the paper had 6-7 topics back to back. the very irritating thing abt mm is tat every topic has a few main points and the main points has a sub points and the sub points have sub sub points!!!
-.-
unlike POM, where u can still refer to the case and crap abit. MM is totally NOT LIKE THAT.
she really test the concepts and there is only 4-5 qns where u refer to the case.
i'm not confident for this paper. but anywhooo~ i did manage to ans all the qns which is good!!
expect for that one qn on customer value.

you know, like when u memorise something, there is that certain point that you just cannot remember at all but u know it's impt?
yub. that was for my customer value qn. =p
the only one tat i cannot rem at all but it's was there hanging about in my head and it was the only one i bullshit my way thru.

i kinda angry that this paper is 50% of my grades after that tedious project.... >.<

3) Business Finance Paper

after so much memorising, a sudden change to do calculations paper was really difficult to do so and worse,,,,,,, it was biz fin.. my weakest link.
since the past yr papers were too difficult to digest, i redo the tutorial qns for dividend growth model, bonds and the cash, inventory and AR management. and the good thing was this time, i really understood how to do it.
i read the theory only on my way to sekola. luckily i didn't do too much memorising, since theory was like only 2 qns.

it wasn't too bad. but time value qns was not good doing any justice.. i practiced hard for bonds but didn't choose to do it in the end since it was tooooo difficult! dividend growth was quite easy and i almost ace that effective interest qn! Eoq was good but the last part to find net profit was horrid... 17 marks gone la!!! if only i had more time but even with more time i wldn't know how to do it and know where my mistake was. but i dun understand, cos some were telling me that the last part was to do CCC instead of the format ms law gave to calculate AR. erm.... how can it be possible?
wad the hack.. it's over!!

failure is not an issue and u wun take supp paper la!!!

4) Business Law Paper

i just memorise the model ans for tutorial 4 -10. it was a breeze, i could do every qn in sect A & B!!!! but i totally forgot lect 9 cos the brain could only take that much...
erm. but it turned out that lect 9 was the compulsary 35 marks qns... -.-"
i did wad i can and focused in sect A & B. skipped the listing of cases since it's only like 1 addition mark. not worth the brain power.

after the paper, it was quite a relieve since the day after dat is the last paper and law paper was relatively easy.

5) Essential Financing & Manufacturing Accounting Paper

my mind was pretty blank when i started the paper. i operated like a machine, i just wrote and ans the qns without thinking.

this was the only paper that i felt i was totally not prepared for. somehow, i know wad to do, but the mind's blank but it doesn't feels blank. when i read, i know wad the qn requires me to do and i just do it... without any thinking.
i wrote and wrote until my hands and brain hurt.
i skipped some theory. it was not worth it.

as i was doing cash flow, i suddenly blank out for 1 step.
to add net profit after tax or before tax since the qn gave after tax. somehow, i just couln't rem at all.
i used net profit after tax to do the qn first and needless to say the ans was wrg,,,, until the last 5 mins b4 due, i decided to change it to before tax and surprise surprise!! got the ans!!! YAY!!!

the rest of the qns for ACVC and CVP + Decision making was just done hurriedly. cos for these qns, if ur first step is wrg, the rest is also wrg...
i dunno if i was right at all, the back of the mind said it's wrg but intuition says just go for it. i went with the later.
but after checking with the rest, i guess my intuition is right and i am more relax and happier abt it.

aiya. anywhooooo~ (wad a contridicting freak)

IT'S OVER!!!
i dun wan a C. But a A will be good. =)

I hv a new bag n shoes to love
=) =) =) wheeeeeeeeee~

i guess everyone knows.
IPP is here.

i'm happy to know that at least my 11 wks will be good and it'll be a good experience but the worrywart in me lives strong and i'm scared....
with a big and good company, comes with more expectations, shit work, over time with long hrs and cheap wage
& *fingers cross* lower grading. (noooooooooo pls~)

i dunno wad to expect and it's scary
so far,,,,,, i dunno anyone who is going with me and ohhh goodie goodie, they are all from the same diploma and class.

i feel so leftout and i have a feeling that much time will be spent alone which for 19 yrs in myself, the only thing that i nv got to learn.... independence.

The LO is not helping much also.
"NV BE INVOLVE IN ANY POLITICS, MAKE GOOD IMPRESSION, KNOW WHEN TO ASK FOR TASK, EVERY MC IS ACCOUNTABLE, blah blah blah."

>.<

wish me luck!!
=)

wooo. really long entry
ohh ya. i'm at HSBC Insurance Brokers